That seems to be the unanswered question. I am heart broken. Things haven't been good between my boyfriend & I. We fight all of the time. I have been truly sad and lonely without my family closeby. I really depend on my boyfriend & he's all I've got out here in St. Pete. But last night we broke up... We finally got ourselves to a point where we don't know if we can fix the relationship or if we should just move on and be happy without each other. I am so torn because I love him so much. I just want to be closer to my family. And it kills me to know that my unhappiness spilled over onto him and made him feel as badly as I did at times. I'm just at a loss tonight. On one hand, I have a man who loves me and says he feels like we have a chance to salvage our bond. And on the other, I have the wide open unknown. All of the possibilities that could come from leaving. Being with my sister, transferring schools, meeting new people, getting a new job, etc. My life is a mess at the moment & I am truly saddened by the whole situation.
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