Square ♥ One

Oh what I wouldn't give to be laying on my great grandmother's quilt under a tree in the shade. I remember sitting with my mom while she'd read a book & my sister & I'd take naps. To be carefree & innocent, oblivious to the real world daily ups & downs. To not have to worry about making a huge life-changing decision that requires moving my entire life 180 degrees. I still don't know what to do... I called the lady from that hospital that left me a message yesterday. She asked me why I moved around so much. I explained to her that I was about to make a very permanent move to Boca & would be there in 2 weeks... stupid me. I should have acted like I was already there. But she said "Well I need to hire someone immediately, but I'll keep your resume and if we don't find someone in 2 weeks... I'll give you a call" OMG. Fail. Epic & Total Failure. Why did I say that? I let myself get excited like things would magically happen the way I'd hoped they would, and the skies would open up & heaven would shine down & the answer to my question would be suddenly clear. No such luck. Now I'm still waiting to hear from someone, anyone, interested in my stellar resume. I guess I should keep packing boxes and cleaning my clutter from this apartment. Just in case...